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Ich weiß echt nicht mehr, was ich denken soll. Am besten hör ich auf zu denken..Ja, wirklich..Man. Scheiße.
<.<
Ich bild mir zu viel ein. Meine Fantasie ist zu groß. Zu farbenfroh. Viel zu lebendig.
Zum Kotzen!

Ich möchte Silverster nicht alleine feiern.
Und auf Weihnachten hab ich sowieso keine Lust.
Geldrausschmeisserei..-.-







Ok - man sagt die Augen sind der Spiegel meiner Seele und deswegen ist es dunkel an dem Ort an dem ich lebe.
In dem kleinen Platz hier drin ist es Herbst und an die Wand schreib' ich mit Blut deinen Vers: "Flieg wenn du fliegen kannst, lieb wenn du lieben kannst, weil du nie kriegst was du kriegen kannst!", dort komm' die Fremden und sie suchen den Größten, hör auf dein Herz denn du musst wählen zwischen Guten und Bösen - yeah.
Mama, das ist die Nacht in der wir kämpfen und sie zwingen mich dazu - deswegen hasse ich die Menschen. In diesem harten Leben, gibt es kein Ort, an dem ich freisein kann außer dann im Garten Eden.
Ich hab' Blasen an den Füßen weil ich Barfuß geh', wenn ich laufe wein ich Salz denn dieser Pfad tut weh! Ich wünsche Gott gibt mir ein Pflaster damit Wunden heilen, halte durch denn man muss stark in diesen Stunden sein!
Hier nimm meine Hand! Bitte bleib bei mir ich verliere mein Verstand - sie fangen meinen Mut und brechen meinen Widerstand, denn sie haben Angst weil ich Hoffnung in den Liedern fand!



Leute man. Ich brauch ein Pflaster für die Seele, weil ich nicht verbluten mag!
12.12.06 21:10


Don't break up with Sarah.

Body: One day, Sarah was walking home from
school when her boyfriend drove by and honked at her to get
in. She got in his car and he drove her to the lake. Her boyfriend said he was going to tell her something very important. Sarah could have sworn he was going to propose. However, he flicked her off, pushed her in the lake and yelled, "I am breaking up with you, you ugly bitch!!! I hate you and I think that maybe you should just end your damn life!
DUMB BITCH!!"
He laughed and drove off. It was a very cold day. Sarah climbed out of the lake, freezing cold, and feeling the worst she had in her entire life.
She got home went in a hot bath,
and slit her wrists and died in the bathtub. Her parents yelled and screamed at her to get out until they finally broke the door down. They saw no body, but the entire bathroom was dripping with her blood.
Her mom went insane and killed herself three days later, her dad is in prison, accused of murder.
Later that week, Sarah's exboyfriend was taking a shower when she came from the drain, rotting and bloody, with a razor in her hand and said "Goodbye Jason."
She cut his throat before he could scream.
16.12.06 18:06


She was only five
this is what happened
when she was alive...


Her dad was a drunk
Her mom was an addict
Her parents kept her
Locked in an attic


Her only friend
was a little teddy bear
It was old and worn out
And had patches of hair


She always talked to it
When no one's around
She lays there and hugs it
Not a peep of sound


Until her parents
unlock the door
Some more and more pain
She'll have to endure


A bruise on her leg
A scar on her face
Why would she be
In such a horrible place?


But she grabs her teddy bear
And softly cries
She loves her parents
But they want her to die


She sits in the corner
Quiet but thinking,
"Please God, why is
My life always sinking? "


Such a bad life
For a sad little kid
She'd get beaten and beaten
For anything she did


Then one night
Her mom came home high
And the poor child was beaten
As hours went by


Then her mom suddenly
Grabbed for a blade
It was sharp and pointy
One that she made


She trusted the blade
Right in her chest,
"You deserve to die
You worthless pest!"


The mom walked out
Leaving the girl slowly dieing
She grabbed her teddy bear
And again started crying


Police showed up
At the small little house
Then quickly barged in
Everything quiet as a mouse


One officer slowly
Opened a door
To find the little girl
Lying on the floor


It must have been bad
To go through so much harm
But at least she died
With her best friend in her arms
18.12.06 14:53


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